Author: Samkutty Mathew
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Publish Date: Apr 24, 2015
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XespXs Nnev Atcm-N-I-am-tb-mw. Fm bmYmyw ]d-bmsX h. temI-n ASp-pw-Nn-bpw \nb-ahpw Hp-an-m Ip-gn {]m-\--fmWv s] s-tmkvXv {]m-\-. hm FSp--h-s\mw shfn--m-sSv ]d-bp--Xp-t]mse bmWv Chn-Sps nXn. A l-tcm P\s sI-gn-p-hn p Fv ]d-bp--Xp-t]mse s] s-tmkvXv {]m\w F mw Ib-dq-cn-hn Ah--bn-em-Wv. BcmWv icn GXmWv icn Fsmpw Xncn--dn-bm-\m-hm nXn-bm-sW-hn-sS-bpw. D t]-n--Xn-s\-sbmw Bth-i-tmsS XncnsI {]m]n-p Hcp kaq-l-ambn \psS kaq lw amdn-bn-cn-p-p. Hcn- ]m]w Fv ap{Z-bn-n-cp--Xn-s\-sbmw Bo-b-h¡-cnv k`-bn sImp-h-n-cn-p-p. Hcn- `nbpw Xmgva bp-sams hnizm-kn-bp-sSbpw ip{iq-j-I-sbpw e-W-am-bn-cp-s-n Cv s]m- hpw Al-m-chpw Ae-m-c-am bn sImSp-\-S-p--h-cm-sW pw. ]c-kv]c kvt\lhpw I cp-Xepw apJ-ap-{Z-bm-bn-cp s] s-tmkvXv Imam-\n-. Kp m-bn-khpw ]W-ns kzm [o-\-hp-amWv ]cs ImWp--Xv. ssIbq-p--h\pw ]W-ap--h\pw ChnsS AS-n-`-cn-p-I-bm-Wv. {InkvXp-hns km n[yw Cm s]s-tm kvXv {]m-\- ]cn-ip-m-m-hns t]cv ]dv shdpsX Cf-In-a-dn-bp-I-bm-Wv. Iqv {]h -I-s\bpw ktlm-Z-c-s\bpw `oj-Wn-s-Sp-n-bnpw Ak`yw ]d-npw tPn A\y-`mj ]d-bp s]s-tm-kvXp-Im-cs\ temIw Fs\ AwKo-I-cn-pw. `n-bpsS thjw [cnv AXns insb XyPn-p kaq-l-ambn \ amdn-bn-cn-p-p.
th]mSv F-Xn\v hymJym-\- Hncn \Ip-hm Ign-bp ]Z-am-Wv. AXn A`n-{]mbw hyXym-k-ap--h [mcm fw Dv. s]s-tm-kvXns Bcw-`-Im-ev ]nXm--m h \w Bn-n-cp Hncn Imcy- Dv. kn\na ImWp-Xv (\mS-Ihpw) ]m]-am-bn-cp-p. kn\n-am-Km\w ]mSn-b-h-sc bpw \mS-I-Km\w ]mSn-b-h-sc-bp-sams k`-bn kmy-hn-e v Gs-Sp-nb kw`-h- [mcmfw Dv. Imew amdn-b-tm kn\na FSp-p--hcpw \So-\-S-mcpw kwhn-[m-b-I-cp-sam s s]s-tm-kvXns `mK-am-bn. A-c-msc tPn sIn Fgps--nv temI-n-\p-ap-n s]s-tm-kvXp-Im s]mw Imn. ]utcm-ln-Xy-tmsS Fpw AI¨ Imn-bn-cp--h X-fpsS t{]m{Km-ap-I-fn Xncp-ta-\n-amsc B\-bnv Ccp-n. Ime- amdn-b-tm av kap-Zm-b--tfmSv InS]nSn-p-hm-\p a-c-amWv ChnsS \S-p--Xv. s{]bvkv & hjnv F t]cn \S-p tImam-fn-cw ]e Ihj-\p-I-fnepw k`-I-fnepw Ac-t-dp-tm h N-\-a-I-p--h Adn-bmsX A t Fv ]d-p-t]m-tI-n-h-cpw. Nne {]kw-K-Icpw t\Xm--mcpw tPp-I-fn ImWn-p tImam-fn-cw Iv ImgvN-m v e tXmn-bmepw t\Xm--m Nne-sXmw XW-em-n-b-h-sc-tmse \n¡p-I-bm-Wv. sXmen-n a-c-n Imm-ar-Khpw Cq--tcmSv tXmp-t]m-Ipw.
h tIm-tdv apX-em-fn-amsc tXm¸n-- \ne-bn-emWv \psS ]e t\Xm--m-cp-sSbpw km-nI hf. h hyh-kmb m]-\--fmWv Cq- \S-p--Xv. Hcp tPmen bpw sNmsX kphn-tij the am{Xw sNbvX-h tImSn-I-fpsS DS-a-bm-Ip amPnIv F{X B tem-Nn-npw F\nv ]nSn-In-p-n-.
]n. kn. tPmpw sI. Fw. amWnbpw sImptImp-tm Dbp-tIġpXv _m tImgbpw tkmfm kcn-X-bp-sam s-bm-Wv. Fm s]s-tmkvXv t\Xm--ms-Xn sc tIġp--sXmw AXnepw \mdnb IY-I-fm-Wv. Fnpw H cp Dfp-p-an-msX tPp-I-fn `n {]I-Sn-n-p Chsc F p t]cp sNmn hnfn--W-sav Adn-p-Iq-Sm.
Zpcp-]-tZ-i-Isc t{]mm-ln-n-p-Ibpw Ah-cpsS tPp-I-fn {]kw-Kn-p-Ibpw Ah mbn thZn Hcp-p-Ibpw sNp-Xpw \psS t\Xm--m X s-bm-Wv. kphn-tijw \nan w IjvSw A\p-`-hn-p--h-sc-p-dnv Hcp Icp-Wbpw Cm `c-W-m-cmWv an-hmdpw Fm {]m-\-n-ep-ap--Xv. kz-ambn Bcm-[m-\m-ebw Cm-sX bpw ]mp-hm `h-\-an-m-sX bpw F{Xtbm k`-I s]s-tmkvXv {]m-\--fn-ep-v. Fm Ahp-thn Fv ]-Xn-bmWv \psS {]m-\-ġp--Xv. Ip-\mpw apf-p-gbpw Hs G IW-n \p hkvXp-hm-p-hm\pw tImSn-I sNe-h-gnv Bm\ an-c- ]Wn-bp-hm-\p-amWv Fm-hpw Xm]-cyw. CXn ssZ h-{]-kmZw Hcp iX-am\w t]m epw Dsv Rm Icp-Xp-n-. ]Icw {]mtZ-inI k`-I h f-cp-hm-\p ]-Xn-bmWv th-sXv Rm Icp-Xp-p. I mhv DSs\ hcp-sav \-sf mw tLmc-tLmcw {]kw-Kn-p--h-cm-Wv. Fnv ASn-p-d-nv h sIn-S- ]WnXpb p-I-bm-Wv. Ip-\mpw Xncp-h-m-bnepw ]mbn-mpw ]p\-eqcpw Hs \S-p Ihj am am--- sImv Fv {]tbm-P-\-amWv e`n-p-Xv. kwL-S-\-I-fpsS henw ImWn-p-hm-\p s]m--th-Zn-I- am{X-am-Wn-sX-mw. ]d-bp-hm \ymbo-I-c-W- Hncn ImWp-am-bn-cn-mw. Fm P\-d I hj\pIġp-thn apS-p tImSn-I kphn-tijw F m--bn-Sv D]-tbm-Kn-n-cp-s-n F{Xtbm {]tbm-P-\-I-c-am-bn-cp-p. Bm-sf t\ Sp-I-sb--XmWv k`-bpsS {]Y-ahpw hen-b-Xp-amb ZuXyw. A Xp ad-p-tm \mw ad-p- Xv ssZh-ns Iev]-\-Iq-Sn-bm-Wv.
\nb-{-W-an-m Hcp-Iq ambn s]s-tmkvXv amdn-bn-cn-p-p. ]W-ap-s-n B pw Itkc ]nSn-s-Sp-mw. t\Xr-Xz-n-se-p-hm ]cn-ip-m \ndthm hN\ ]cn-m-\tam hnip--Po-hn-Xtam \ kmytam ssZh-hn-fntbm Hpw Cm-hiyw Am-Xm-bn-cn-p-p. th]m-Sn-m Cu kaqlns KXn Fm-Ip-sav Adn-bp-hm A[nIw \m Imn-cn-tn hcn-.
F\nbvpw ]d-bp-hm-\pv
k`-bpsS KpWo-I-c-W-n \pw aS-n-h-c-hn\pw ]oV\w Xs-bmWv \ acp-v. AXn s e-W-amWv ImWp--Xv.
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